Freaking Hormones!

Well, I've only cried three times so far today. This morning as I was working on a paper at 6:30 this morning, I teared up thinking I was going to chuck the laptop through the window and just drop out of school. Common sense sunk in two minutes later and I finished the paper by 8:00 am. =) I was so tired so I decided to treat myself to Starbucks. I've been super good about staying away from the caffeine, but I felt I deserved a vanilla latte today. I only shed one tear on the way home while thinking, "My life is forcing me to caffeine and now I'm going to have an underweight hyperactive child!" This tear didn't count as crying. By noon I was ready to pass out from exhaustion. Apparently this child o' mine needs a placenta, which is rapidly developing right now. My books say it is normal to feel like I just ran a marathon when I'm just sitting on the couch. This is when I had a meltdown about just wanting to be able to have a day where I really had NOTHING to do. I spent several hours doing work for work today. The house is gross (in my opinion, but I guarantee you that Larry would disagree) and cleaning is just not a huge priority for me. Later this evening while putting laundry away in my room, I started crying again. This is a good one....I can even laugh at myself now. Larry picked me up a sandwich for lunch (I had the meat heated since I didn't want to put two diet no-no's into the belly today!). I freaking cried because he got it with mayo and I NEVER get mayo. Really, who cares...not like it would kill me. I cried hours after I devoured the whole sandwich because I was sad that he didn't remember how much I despise mayo. How lame is that?!!! Granted, my taste buds are crazy right now, as I devoured 10 spicy chicken wings last night and I am generally not a fan of spicy. Seriously, I'm laughing about the sandwich now. He really is a trooper for hanging with these mood swings! I'll probably start crying about this ever-growing belly soon too. Praise the inventors of Bella Bands!